Charles Bukowski has a striking line in one of his poems: “I hope before I die, I will get my life together.“
I believe to achieve such a desire, one must first have a greater wish: “I hope before I die, I will remember my life,” so that relying on what is remembered, one might hope to achieve it before death. Because living is not solely constructed or revealed by our efforts and endeavors; sometimes, in a terrifying way, life unachieved results from not remembering it. In a sense, life that is not remembered in the present does not materialize in the future.
Therefore, someone whose past is distorted or destroyed finds their future uncertain. In the absence of such a past, one constantly bumps into walls. Life in such a state ultimately becomes a struggle or is afflicted by it. Perhaps, in these struggles, we reach many things, but not a vision. Life is neither a thing nor a position; it is like a space, or more precisely, a space that shapes us, a force that firmly supports us in the tumultuous ups and downs. In the truest sense, life is having a past or settling in a past that is remembered in the present. In this sense, life depends on a memory of the past that works within us, and perhaps, more precisely, life is a memory that has remained loyal in us. If life has any meaning, undoubtedly, that meaning arises from a form of loyalty.
Of course, provided that this memory, to remain loyal amidst the multitude of untimely events, is remembered, or on the condition that a person’s past is not so shattered that no jolt can awaken it…
“Call Me By Name” is the reinstatement of a name, or it is about the demand for suppressed names, the story of one of us who wants to remember himself in this ruin, so that perhaps, the life that he does not have but only hopes to have…
Call Me by Name: First Performance - Photo by: Vida Mousavian
Mohammad Parvizi – Call Me By Name
Video Installation
Mohammad Parvizi: Writer and Director
Pantea Mahdinia: Starring
Pejman Zahab: Video Design and Creation
Mahsa Masoudi: Installation Design
Did Studio: Photography for Project Book
Mohammad Aladpoush, Amin Jafari: Cinematographers
Reza Babajani: Graphic Design
Vida Mousavian: Project Photographer
Kazem Barghemadi, Hamed Barghemadi: Metal Structure Design, Construction, and Execution
Ali Sarmast: Model Design and Construction
Abtin Jahaniyan: Editing
Mehrnoush Tayebi: Makeup Artist
Mojtaba Fallahi / Studio Harf-e Honar: Documentary Filmmaker
Hamed Barghemadi: Program Technician
Fa’ezeh Bakhti: Performer Costume Designer
Sadegh Khandari (Art Wall Section): Trojkage and Editing
Mohammad-Reza Sanei: Moving Structure and Machinery System Design
Visual Gallery Risheh Team: Teaser and Motion Graphics, managed by:
Ramtin Nahavandi: Cinematographer and Photographer
Yousef Ali-Baba: Graphic Designer
Homa Nahavandi, Sepehr Seyed-Esfahani: Architecture Drawing Team
Musicians:
Yasaman Kouzegar: Cello
Hadi Sabet, Alborz Rahgozar: Saxophone
Khashayar Novidi: Programming and Projection Execution
Naser Sharif: Structure Installation and Execution
Performers (in the video performance section of the third chapter of the project: Forgetting):
Pantea Mahdinia, Zahra Solati, Sanaz Sadeghi, Mahta Ebrahimi
Text Performance (Statement) with: Laleh Shah-Mohammadi
Hoda Sargordan: Project Manager
Daheim Art Community: Producer
Exhibition Venue: Open Space Gallery Rischée29
Project Start Date: September 2023
Project End Date: April 12, 2024

The first performance of “Call Me By Name”
[Resilience of the Face]
“When the face is exposed, it becomes vulnerable.” Georgio Agamben
Being exposed means that moment of the face where nothing is hidden behind any word, exposing the wordless face. Agamben brings: “Unveiling the face is unveiling oneself in language.” In this sense, when language steps aside, the face becomes clear. Therefore, the unveiled face is the speechless face itself. For this reason, a face that reveals itself becomes vulnerable and fragile because no words assist it. Nevertheless, it is only in the peak of this vulnerability and fragility that the face becomes apparent. The revelation of the face is its opening, opening to itself and perhaps even stranger to others. It is from this wide-open expanse of the face that we encounter others, and they encounter us. Each encounter, despite all its splendor, is an experience of existential anguish. Agamben reminds us that “the face means bearing the burden of this openness and enduring it.”
Life means experiencing this very open face and its ability to endure its vulnerabilities. The fate of understanding something from life lies in a face that remains open to itself and to others. Otherwise, the face remains closed and descends to the level of mere appearance, or worse, becomes faceless.

“Segments of Weekly Session – Week One: Reza Abedini
Titled: Image – Memory”

“Segments of Weekly Session – Week Two: Mehdi Moghimi-Nejad
Titled: Memory, Remembrance, and Images”

“Segments of Weekly Session – Week Three: Mehdi Moghimi-Nejad
Titled: Abstraction, Memory, and Images”

“Segments of Weekly Session – Week Four: Pouria Jahanshad
Titled: Shared Memory”

“End of Part One”


Call Me by Name: Second Performance
Remembrance
How can we recreate a lost or distorted past through remembrance? This happens when “remembrance” can transcend lived experiences and expel their excess; in a sense, where remembering has the ability to grasp potential possibilities and seize the immanent domains of the past. Here, “remembrance” is not merely recollection, as Lacan has shown, “remembrance” (recollection) differs from recollection. From Lacan’s perspective, remembrance is reconstruction, and therapy through remembrance is the “reconstitution” of the subject’s complete history. This is more about supporting and organizing a fragmented and chaotic identity than merely remembering. Through remembrance, we can organize our shattered identity; and identity is not necessarily our lived self but includes all suppressed and crushed feelings, along with their historical burden. In this realm, remembrance is a form of reconstructing experience, regardless of whether we have lived through it or not. In this process, memory reproduces an excess beyond the lived event itself; Walter Benjamin considers Proust’s work (“In Search of Lost Time”) as the unique example of this, which is not recollection but remembrance.
Proust’s narrator remembers frantically to bring memory into experience, or to achieve the experience of memory. Benjamin states in his essay “The Image of Proust”: “As an experienced event, at least in the end, it lies within the realm of experience. A remembered event is free and unrestricted, as it is merely a key to everything that came before and after it; yet, in another sense, this memory is what expands the difficult necessities of texture and interweaving here. The unity and coherence of the text are solely due to the pure act of remembering…” In Proust’s work, remembering is about transcending the boundaries of memory and reaching a kind of dream; the same image that, according to Benjamin, emerges from Proust’s text; a window into the “new.” This approach, far from being isolated and imaginary, is declared and more supported, carrying a fragile and valuable truth, which is the image. This image is released from the texture of the remembered past. Benjamin writes: “Proust described a life not as it was, but as someone experienced or remembered it.” This means that memory, in its conceptual essence, is more dependent on the essence and form of experience in the event than on the lived event itself; the same truth that (not through recollection) can be extracted from the heart of events through the power of remembrance.
Mohammad Parvizi
“Remembering” is something like the experience of sleepwalking; the body remains motionless like a corpse in sleep, but when we dream, without our body moving, we can walk. Remembering is like walking while being still, but in wakefulness…

Parts of the weekly session – Week Five: Behrang Samadzadegan
Titled: Memory, Image, and History
“Critical Review of the History of Video Art”

Parts of the weekly session – Week Six: Amir Maziyar
Titled: Image, Memory, and Imagination

Parts of the weekly session – Week Seven: Alireza Taghaboni
Titled: Space and Memory
“Around Architecture and Installation”

Parts of the weekly session – Week Eight: Pamela Karimi
Titled: Art, Memory, and the Street

End of Part Two